Posts tagged mariatsukiko

Oh testing officials, oh testing officials, 
Why did you schedule my 2:30pm Women’s Gender Studies class final so early?
I could have done better on stories and topics I know like the back of my hand. 
I could have been sleeping at 6:30 instead of waking up and getting dressed. 
I could have spent last night celebrating Cinco de Mayo with friends and strangers, 
But nooo you had to wake me from my precious slumber. 

You ripped me from my warm, comfy bed. 
My fluffy pillows and soft sheets miss me. 
I miss them too. I can’t wait to go back to them, 
And waste away the day like I should have. 

In all honesty though I thank you testing officials. 
I thank you for waking me up in the brisk new day, 
In the early bird morning. 
Even the squirrels were not aware that I was in their domain. 
I felt the temperature change from a sleepy cold to an aware warm. 
The rays that hit my face were most enjoyable after I emerged from the cold classroom in which my test was held. 
I’d take a cold classroom over the CAE Lab any day. 

Those rooms in Hines 52A&B are another type of cold. 
Cold not in temperature but in lack of human familiarity, 
This is weird because those rooms are always filled with people,
But it is as if they are dead no not dead, inanimate. 
They are drones connected to the computers that they use for about an hour each exam. 

I can never connect. I feel weird there. 
I like the sounds of pencils tapping against tables as they are being brought down to write another letter. I like being able to see my peers and their different ticks that help them remember. 
I like knowing that if I need to cheat, the person right next to me on either side or in front is taking the same test as me. 

But most of all I like that I get to lay down in the quad, after I finish my test, while no one else is around. 
I can look in each direction and see less than ten people for each view. 
Too bad I can’t stay. 
I want to but I’m just too damn tired after all this. 
No one I know is awake at the moment to keep me up.

So I get what I wanted, to waste away the day, 
Because even though I won’t be asleep for long, 
I will be asleep during the day at one of it’s finest moments. 
It’s funny how things work out. 
I haven’t been awake this early in awhile and I haven’t wrote this much either. 
It’s funny how things don’t work out. 
Like the so-called blessing in disguise of being able to see the beauty of the morning, 
But not being able to experience it for long, 
Or not writing in forever, 
Then rambling about being awake. 

So… my test is done and I think I earned a B. 
My eyes are starting to close… I think I should leave. 
But testing officials, oh testing officials will you first take up my plea, 
Let me take my math exam in class so it’ll be easy.
(Seriously though man it’s not like there are 40+ students in that class… Just like 15.)

maria tsukiko you’re really weird and imma unfollow u

dude I leave for less than 3 minutes and you try to get people to unfollow me :(

thank you no thank you Jazmin

… sorry not sorry for the spam!

Seriously though I think, no I am certain, that I am the only person who listens to my playlist on tumblr which is really sad. When I’m ready to study I log in, reblog some stuff, then go to my page, and turn on the music. I’ve been sitting here in the library for the past like hour rewriting geography notes. Lmao I’ve been jamming and I feel like everyone is looking at me. Damn finals I’ll be done with you next Friday(hopefully before then because I wanna drink and go out with a bang). Well that Spongebob song just came on so I guess I should get back to work. Adios for now :)

I spent a good amount of time (practically my whole night) talking to some of the amazing and beautiful people I follow on tumblr. As much as I don’t talk to people I love getting to know people. So…

Please don’t be afraid to talk to me. I’m a great listener. If you want me to I will try to make you feel better, laugh, and smile. just visit my ask anytime you want to vent or need someone to talk to.